my heart is so tired with the complication of the human relationship recently...
including office one...
ya, someone said tat- if u are smart, you should cover your smartness with stupidness sometime.
i just wish to complete my job, my task, my business trip happily.. y so difficult??!!
ppl put more attention on me, is my fault? i am just a small little ugly duck!!
ppl recognise my efforts, is my fault? i just do watever i feel is right/
battling for own company beneficial is also a fault? i dunno wat i suppose to do ...
y everyone so jealous tat i have been given a chance to have business trip with those bosses?? so lucky for being nominated for doing project?
have they ever think or imagine the stress of being on my position? personal assistant, arranging schedule, hotel, flight, recording, summary trip report, translating, PR, mamasan(sometime), bring ppl to hospital (one boss got food poison in last trip).. wat topic to chat with those bosses everage age >50year-old? .....
emm tong they are all expect me to show them how sad ,how difficult, how bad luck am i in oversea meh?? how lonely when seeing all ppl celebrating mid-autumn with family but i am alone in hotel for keep pressing the tv? will they feel happy to hear that??
if yes, they are really a weird person... i dun like weird n bad heart ppl...
if i really do that, i will feel myself is so much silly...
luckily, i am not silly but just a little bite crazy :P
thanks~ finish venting!!! gonna start work liao
i need a long holiday...
6 comments:
hey.... no need to care those silly people. usually people will always see the happy things only.. those "sang fu" moments that we have to face, they wouldn't know. as long as you know you've done the right thing & has make the effort to do your best, who cares what these silly people think. they are just some silly bunch of failure people. they shud save time and improve themselves instead!
after venting and relieving.. dun think la... ENJOY your kuantan trip, ya.... i like kuantan fresh coconut juice, so cheap, big and fresh plucked from the tree!
ShuHwa: Gambate Margaret!There are always rainbow after raining!
Be happy with you have rather than you dont...human never statisfy this ego...
Take care with extra 'care'
thanks for all the comments and cares..i feel much more better after recharge from the long raya weekend! Muaks!
life still have to continous, and i will still perfer to perform as what i used to be^^
by the way, who is the anonymous huh??!!! anyway, thanks <3
Miao, the more ppl jealous on you,
meaning the more capable you are...
things are unable to balance, you gain something, at the same times you might lost something... this is always happen all the times... as long as you put your efforts in doing something, you see the results and you are satisfy with it, just ignored other silly ppl... We are always here to listen to you anytime when you need venting...
good for venting when you feel un happy...
better than keep it and explored one day...
if you need a listener, you can always look for me OR someone that you think is trustworthy.
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